the house got broke in to last saturday.
everything that i have bought for myself and received as pressie have gone..

i hate the thieves!!

but after all, i learnt a leasson.
material does not last.

i just hope it will turn better after this incident.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

so fast it's already april.. and i think i have been missing quite a bit in life. i should catch up with things. and it's new financial year, new target at work. and what's for my life?

Labels: princess' life

the first post does not fall on a happy day but today it's a sad day.
i have to move out from the house, much earlier than the expected date because the room has got weirdy smell. can't take it anymore.

temporary that i have to stay with my sis.

and i have been told the same answer by the man that he'll never want to be with me for n times. whenever i asked for anything, the answer will be the same.
i have been crying for a while.
i have been warned by bestie to let go...

and it's not that i'm not willing to this time.. but i am forced to let go.

good bye love.
i'll never want to be hurt anymore.
i got enough.

and welcome single life...

Labels: princess' life, princess' rant

突然间又一种失落感.
我觉得我被嫌弃，被遗忘，被抛下了！
而我问自己，而我又有哪种权力喊他留下。

从一开始，我就一直在losing end.
今天也许是我想放弃的一天。
但我每一次想到放弃，我的眼泪都一直在流。

我不想再问为什么这样，为什么那样。
我也好累。
我想眼泪可以少流一点，睡可以睡得好一点。

我知道他已尽量可以的都给我了。
但也许是我要的更多了。
所以我只想自己可以满足自己多一点。

我是应该努力一个人生活。
我该将龟壳穿上，继续往前进。
我会爱自己多很多。

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口

过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天 有一天都会停的

让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说 怎么说都没有救

亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由

谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

Labels: lyrics

when i know no one in the world will agree with it and you are still pouring me the coldest water and tell me the cruelest reality.

the next thing you gotta tell me is... 'you are not fit to be the one'.

just got back from the long journey.

all the way to simpang renggam for leif's wedding reception.
stayed over last night.
something different.

the spoiled bread is no longer that demanding.
so long she gets her air-conditioned room and clean room, she'll be sleeping like a little girl.

anyway, congratulations to mr & mrs leif on their marriage.
may they be happy ever after.

:)