Fairy Tale of The Baby Princess

:: dear babies ::

mummy and babies are gonna be together forever and ever.

but one day, when mummy has left.

whatever will be, will be.

if you are fated to be orphants, then you are.
if you are fated to have new parents, then you will.

whatever will be, will be.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 1:12:00 PM
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:: memory ::

我知道我已经没有了爱你的权力
但我的心从来没有放弃过爱着你

就算爱你的路上永远都只有我一个
我也会记得当初爱我的你
那些模糊不清的回忆已经足够

只记得
我曾经被那甜蜜的空气包围着
只记得
我曾经被那天甜言蜜语埋没着

现在的我虽然活在那永远都实现不了的梦里
但我也不愿去忘掉你我曾经的最甜蜜的回忆

我还会牢牢地记住当天的你
造就今天的我

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 1:44:00 PM
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:: 2nd day ::

i feel so useless..
i cried last night to sleep again.
i am still wondering why i'm living for.

in my head, in my mind, in my heart.
that's only one thing i'm thinking about.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 7:29:00 PM
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:: this cny ::

has just began.

1st day.. i almost tear.
but i told myself.. i'll not cry on the first day, the lunar calendar.

i still remember what i did the last year.
but this year around.... i am just ......

if you ask me... what i'm doing for the whole cny..
i'll tell you - i don't know. i'll wake up and see.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 1:10:00 AM
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:: happy niu year ::

dearest friends,

happy niu year.

i wish you a prosperous year.

may the year of ox brings you lots of luck, joy, laughter, wealth, good health.

新年快乐

万事如意

心想事成

身体健康

btw, how long you haven't been seeing yours truly?

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 11:20:00 AM
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:: 2 days before the lunar calendar ends ::

if i have that many reasons that i don't want cny to come...
does it mean that i don't have to celebrate?

i still send the car to service.
i still do mani and pedi.
i still buy new clothes, new trousers, new bedsheets, new bags, new shoes... everything new.

but my heart is not new and healed.
i'm tearing to my babies... telling i miss daddy.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 7:35:00 PM
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:: la la la la ::

oh well...
i'm supposed to post a pic yesterday.
and even today, i din do it either.

i was just too tired.
i din sleep well.
i can't sleep, in fact!!!

okay, nvm. i have 2 + 1 days to sleep next week.

my mood was super "yuk xun" (ugly in cantonese) yesterday morning because i din sleep well and i have to wake up super duper early to work. sigh.. and i have to walk to office from parking. because there are always a lot buses and cars, the air is so much polluted. so smelly. and then, when i reached office, i sat down and looked at my desk, there were this pile of documents - "love letters" from underwriters, new business dept etc etc, "fei kap chuen shu" (fly dove pass book) from the bankers... - to look at. just that yesterday there was a red colour envelope that made me smile a little - a CNY card from the banker (so thoughtful).... and when i saw carefully, i saw a brown colour envelope!!!! omg, i have a parcel for the first time. thank you very much. suddenly, my "yuk xun" mood has disappeared. lol!!! i have never thought it could be so small but the thoughfulness that counts!!!!!!

okay friend, i have hooked it up to the bracelet. although there is only 1, but it is still nice and special. thank you very much. but i know you are kind enough to send me more loh...... you will make up my collection one.... :P

and yesterday i had good breakfast... breakfast day in the office. at least a good kick start for the day. smile and smile more although i am not really that excited for getting old.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 11:30:00 PM
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:: my msg to the cousin ::

" i've talked a lot about plan and future.
but i know one thing for sure.
i'll never dare to be in love for real again.
his place is still there in the heart that i can't erase.
and i pray for him to return. "

it is my only time for saying that.
and i'm not going to repeat it.

i hope you do know me.
when i insist that i want it that way.....
i just want to be.
and i let it be.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 12:16:00 AM
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:: i want to ::

leave it all in the heart.

i do not want to repeat it anymore.

and at the same time...
i'm trying hard to keep my hair long....
i hope i will not tell the stylist to cut it anymore. :)

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 12:13:00 AM
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:: in my head ::

it's only full with your words...

how they touched my heart.
how they have made me smile.

although they make me cry today...
but they are still deep inside my heart.

i still want us to be successful together.

stubborn... but it's true... it's me.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 11:40:00 PM
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:: reaching you ::

in fact, there are more ways to reach you.
but now... it seems further apart from you.
and it is no longer the nearest way to reach destination.

somehow.... there is no destiny.
no bridge to build.

you have forgotten me.
you will never think of me and remember me.
all that i have is the 12 of them and the suffeRING.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 4:41:00 PM
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:: happy anniversary ::

happy anniversary..

to my suffeRING.

it has been a year that you are with me.

i wanted to bid farewell to you.

but having you with me remind me that i shall be extra careful next time.

i miss the buyer

though it has been a tough time for me.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 11:33:00 PM
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:: tomorrow is the day ::

i'm very scared.
i'm really really scared that i'll burst and cry tomorrow at work.

because.. on the same date last year, it marks the happiest day for me.
but tomorrow... it'll be the loniest day.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 10:01:00 PM
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:: my sweetest baby boy ::

on the 7th jan, i have a addition to my family.

he is my sweetest baby boy.

he is my new love.

i hope he'll make my days.

i thought i'll have mine with him.

but now i know, i'm not gonna have mine.

i'm more given up today.

i'm lost.

i don't feel comfortable at work.

i don't know where i belong.

i just think about him.

and only him.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 6:16:00 PM
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:: i hate it ::

it's a 2-day cycle instead of 28 days.

again, i admit... i'm still crying.
i'm crying every 2 days.
can i not repeat the same thing that many times?
and today happened to be the 2nd day.

i miss the big daddy although i have all the babies with me.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 6:38:00 PM
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:: i have to admit ::

there is still a place for him in the heart.

i try to remove... i try to erase....
but it's still there.
i'm panic as well.
i don't like the feeling.

and i'm scared.
i seriously think i can't bare another time of pain.
i try to build a fence.....
i try to maintain only friendships....
i try not to think about anything anymore.

because i do not want to fail anymore.
because i still have him in my heart.

i told myself damn many times to move on.
somehow... i am standing there.... hestitating... to forget or not to.

but i know there is no more fairytales...

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 8:50:00 PM
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:: grr... ::

i don't like it -

that every morning, i wake up and think about it.
that every night, i wake up from sleep and think about it.... but luckily i manage to sleep again.
that every thought is connected to each other.
that every movie has became so meaningless.

and coincidentally, everything can just make up to a story as i thought.

oh well, i've been thinking too much.
i shall stop.
i shall really stop.
but how to stop?

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 12:13:00 PM
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:: 我知道 ::

没有人会想起过去是多么的甜蜜
没有人会想起曾经是那么的感动

因为我已经被彻底的忘记了

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 6:05:00 PM
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:: i miss ::

you.

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Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 1:03:00 PM
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