Fairy Tale of The Baby Princess

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Fairy Tale of The Baby Princess

:: everything gone in just a morning ::

the house got broke in to last saturday.
everything that i have bought for myself and received as pressie have gone..

i hate the thieves!!

but after all, i learnt a leasson.
material does not last.

i just hope it will turn better after this incident.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 2:56:00 PM
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:: last day of 2010 ::

突然间又一种失落感.
我觉得我被嫌弃，被遗忘，被抛下了！
而我问自己，而我又有哪种权力喊他留下。

从一开始，我就一直在losing end.
今天也许是我想放弃的一天。
但我每一次想到放弃，我的眼泪都一直在流。

我不想再问为什么这样，为什么那样。
我也好累。
我想眼泪可以少流一点，睡可以睡得好一点。

我知道他已尽量可以的都给我了。
但也许是我要的更多了。
所以我只想自己可以满足自己多一点。

我是应该努力一个人生活。
我该将龟壳穿上，继续往前进。
我会爱自己多很多。

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 1:11:00 PM
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:: striving hard! ::

i am still working hard towards it.

i hope the flowers bloosom.
i hope there will be fruitful results.

but how many times i can live in denial?

i don't want the worst to happen.
so i choose to live one day at a time.

sorry, i just can't help.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 12:25:00 AM
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:: do u feel the same? ::

sometimes you think it's annoying hearing me complaining about this and that.
but it's more annoying if you don't see me not smiling, not talking, not reacting....

then you'll know, the world is greenier with me making noise!

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 8:03:00 PM
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:: give up ::

today i feel rather fed up with it.
i do not know how long more i can put up to all the arrangement.
mean while, i'm only seeking the full occupancy of work to ensure i do not have spare time to look into the matter.

knowing it is only a way to escape from reality but each time i just find it more calming after a ten-minutes of thinking.

you just would not know how much it means to me.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 10:53:00 PM
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:: 1 week old ::

the first week, i feel so excited of having you.

but today, i don't.

i know it's weekend.

but it does not excite me anymore

and what i'm telling myself is... 'it's just another day on earth!!"

and i occupy myself with things.

things like that will only worsen my spending habit.

and leaving my phone not entertained over the weekend.

no doubt, i love you, i miss you.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 6:45:00 PM
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:: somewhere over the rainbow ::

it's been a while since i seen the rainbow

我知道我已经在不知不觉中
掉入爱你的圈套
也许是执迷不悟
但就是喜欢听到你的点点滴滴

也许你能给的就是那一点点的回忆
但能看到你的笑也就很好
也许我不知道的你的一切

但至少从你口中述说

比其他都来的重要

somewhere over the rainbow

skies are blue

and the dreams that you dare to dream

really do come true.

Labels: princess' thought, silly princess

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 11:53:00 PM
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:: silence ::

whenever i'm waiting for the reply..
i heard nothing but it's only silence.

i know this round it'll take me a while to withdraw from the situation.
and i know you have given signal for quit playing the game.

but i know, the seed has planted.
and it will grow.

apology for not being careful.
but i heart you!

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 8:21:00 PM
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:: happy ::

i'm the happiest one earth today.

because i was fed with this but not because of the bank account.

gene knows best how i feel.

she knows how much i love this:-

my fave (non-pre-packed) wife cake

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 12:15:00 AM
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:: sometimes ::

sometimes i run

sometimes i hide

sometimes i'm scared of you

but all i really want is to hold you tight

treat you right

be with you day and night

baby, all i need is time!!!

not much of contact
not much of personal touch

not much of words spoken.

i can still feel your presence.

yet, i know i will never have a lil place within your sight.

i shall burry the lil pic and feeling.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 10:44:00 AM
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:: my mistake ::

for feeling it this way.

i have this weird feeling.
and i dislike it.
i know it is not right.
but do you think feeling can just be killed like that?

i have no way to describe.
i have no way to express.
but i can choose to hide it and pocket it.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 1:23:00 AM
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:: mummy's bday ::

actually, today is supposed to be mum's 60th bday.
but ..... u know lah.

and i don't have to continue further.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 11:00:00 PM
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:: freedom soon ::

in 3 weeks!!!

was rather busy for the past one month since daddy left.
it was not all because of him, but work as well.
i was really tired and had insufficient of sleep making me looking like a zombie.

and now if you asked me if i'm ready for the exams, i'll tell you, NOT AT ALL.
well, i have 3 weeks to complete 4 modules now.
and 1 mission accomplished.
so people i'll be gone missing again. :P

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 10:56:00 PM
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:: RIP, Daddy ::

daddy left us behind this morning in silence.

not a word that he has for me...

i'm sorry, dad.

i haven't been good all this while.

i'm sorry, dad.

i was not around when you are suffering all the pain.

may you rest in peace with mummy.

i promised mummy to be good.

and now i promise you, i'll be silent.

you beat mom.
you have my graduation pic but she doesn't.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 2:54:00 PM
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:: 21 april ::

i haven't been doing my blogging for a while.
i have been rejecting quite some calls, invites, outings
and the bestie has been complaining too.

so i am telling myself, i want to spare my time again for my friends and family.
i want to see the bestie, the friends, the ex colleagues, the bankers and the sisters.
tomorrow, i shall be going for a dinner with the coursemates in conjunction with Summer's bday.
sunday, there is a fullmoon hosted by Evon at klang..
i have yet to revert but i shall be going.

i am occupied till june, still but i smell the freedom in june.

these days, i have doubt if i'm moving on the right path.
i am still discovering the inner self and the needs.
i could not identify certain things.
i ought to react differently nowadays.

i am not sure which dysfunctional part button is ONz..
but i need to remind myself to be at conscious state at all time.

time has been bad.
things has not been good;
i am still in a pieace and
i wanted to tell you, i want nobody but you.

do you hear me?
do you still remember me?

i still remember the words that i've said that made me being here, alone still.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 10:29:00 PM
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:: gambate ::

i have so much to work on...
2 mths to finish the classes and in june, exam!!!

i'm getting a lil tired.
nightmares haunted me almost every nights.

and i tried not to let myself fall...
i do not want to get into trouble.

where are you, dearest?
i am waiting still...

:)

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 1:18:00 AM
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:: stressnya ::

financial year closing this month...
i'm really busy chasing cases to be in by 31st... and getting the deferment done.

am one that never like to speak to the customer directly, but this month, kena few times dee...
this morning kena quite mad also...
but what to do, i have to ensure the bankers are doing sales happily and comfortably so i gotta do the part that they do not like to do loh..

the worst of the day is i got a call this afternoon before leaving the office to enquire on the account value and after i've done the checking, i left my car key on the desk and i walked to the miles-away-car-park realising car key not with me. and mana tau, it started to rain and making me WET.... sigh... can it be any better? i shall not fall sick at this critical moment.

stressed gila betul betul.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 6:21:00 PM
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:: dreaming of you ::

last night.

i haven't been dreaming of you for a while and honestly, i hardly dream.
i was shocked when i woke up remembering the dream because most of the time i forgot the dreams.

i did not mention your name or talk about you yesterday.
but i did talk to some one about 'patience'.

i have never thought that you would came up to me in the dream.
i hope the dream will come true and
i'll wait for the day and the courage to tell you, how much i love you.

i still want a good dream every night.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 7:57:00 AM
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:: change is the only constant ::

people changes every 72 days?

i am not sure on the exact days but i know for sure, everyone changes...

but as for myself, i think i'm getting annoyed with 无事不登三宝殿
i would say... dont cari pasal with me and dont give me empty promises.

i will certain walk away quietly.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 8:20:00 PM
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:: 失落感 ::

is how i feel today.

it is a little strange.
losing direction and don't know what to do.
nothing to look forward to.

i don't know why the traffic on monday is the worst...
it was not so bad after the penchala toll plaza.
but now there are many 'policeman' taking care of the traffic and making it the worst traffic ever.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

Sealed with a Kiss of Baby Princess
@ 11:03:00 PM
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i write my fairy tale.

i'm imperfect.
i'm lame.
i'm indecisive.
i'm just a normal girl, spending time, on earth.

i have my own piece of mind.
so don't bother to convince me with your thinking.

i dream on because i have faith in me. :)

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