i am feeling a lil down...
why?
it's about comments... not the comments left on the post...
it's just what she said and what he said.

i know i am open to comment
and i promise that i will not get angry.
but deep down in my heart, i'll feel hurtful.
too much of negative comments only demotivated me.
yes.. i know.. you are telling me what you think, sincerely.
but could you please be a lil careful on words used.

like...
you are like that like that and like that or you are bla bla bla bla.
sigh...
actually i don't mind.
but you are making me so so so "turn-off" in the conversation.

honestly..
i was one that never know how to speak carefully and never mindful.
and maybe, i'm still not speaking carefully.
but i always remind myself to speak carefully now...
after all, i just want to be pleasant.

is it wrong not to know what i want in life?
is it wrong that i'm crapping about my Prince and my dream?
is it wrong to speak my mind?
is it wrong to be demanding if i have a choice?

please...
if i'm telling you, what is on my mind, then congratulations...
because... i sincerely trust you and treat you as my good friends.
but if you think... I AM WAY TOO MUCH.
then please tell me not to speak my mind anymore.
i will keep my mouth shut.

again..
i want to remind you, my friends.
i am demanding.
if i am allowed to choose, i will speak up all my preferences and requirements.

seriously..
i am one that would like to speak out my ideas and make decision if it possible.
but one day..
i might end up settling down to be a girl that let my man decides all for me.
why would i change?
simple and easy... because all i want is just happiness...
but not plenty of money and with whole lots of problems...
i want to be like Vivian Chow...
sigh......

有些时候，做一个简单的女人会真的很好。
该温柔的时后，温柔。
该坚强的时候，又能站的起来。
这才是我要的东西。

但往往事与愿违，在情况不允许的时候， 你只好硬硬撑着。

加油！
我要努力。