It's already 30th December 2006.
In less than 2-day time, we will step into a brand new year.

I don't think I'll blog tomorrow... Not to sure...
So it's better for me to blog about my new year resolutions now.

My new year resolutions:
1. Study!!! No more skipping class.
Study and study and study. Half a year to go only. Must do well!

2. Tidy up my room once a week.
My study desk is always in a mess because each time I came home, I just left the stuff on the table.

3. Kam Fei Project must be successful.
I can't fit myself into certain trousers leh... Damn memalukan! And when I start work, I must look good leh!! Must always give others good impression mah!

4. Save for my trip.
I'm planning for a trip after final exams. Thus I must save for the spending during the trip.

5. Don't spend too much on unnecssities.
I'm working soon, I hope. So I don't need that much of casual clothes. Thus, I don't need to buy so much of clothing now except for working shirt and pants.

6. Catch up with friends and cousins.
I always lose contact with friends but certain friends do not need me to be around when they have no problem, thus that is not my problem. But I must catch up with my Bestarian friends.
Ever since my mom passed away, the family bond is not strong anymore. Luckily I still have 2 younger cousins to have fun with. And my S'porean cousins are very nice to chat with.

7. Must know how to cook!
I find it very interesting to cook. But I don't have the talent. All I could is to follow instructions and pray it turns out well! So I must learn bit by bit. I wanna cook for my family and friends. I wanna learn baking too.

8. Continue my Buddhist activities.
I was a little lazy towards the end of the year. But I must wake up early on Sunday morning to go to BUBS again!!! I don't think I can commit for the meditation class on thurs night, but I'll consider going for the Saturday session at CBL. These Buddhist activities helped me a lot when I was really down, thus I shall contribute to help others.

9. Relationship
It is not easy to maintain a relationship. All we need is love, sincerity and trust. I do not know how much I have in each of the criteria but I put in all I can. I do not put too much of hope because I was being abandoned once and I know it is not reliable to put relationship at the place of no 1. Be realistic. When I sence something wrong, step back and move on. All I know is not to throw tantrums at the loved one, not to demand too much from the loved one and not to depend too much on the loved one. But after all, I might quit if I find it too difficult to accommodate again.

10. Attitude
This must be the highlight of the year. For the past 6 months, I believe that I have improved. I think I'm more pleasant, I'm able to control my emotion, I found good ways to release my anger, I always have smile on my face, I'm more understanding but I still get moody regularly. The only good thing is I don't throw tantrums at others.

That are all I can think of now...
Maybe I have more to update!!

anyway,