for the past 2 weeks...
this incident came to my mind.

i used to have this very very close friend.
but today, we are not talking to each other anymore.

it is my fault.
according to her, she was jobless.
and she got upset when i was complaining to her about my job.
she can't take it.

she has never confronted to me until the day i realised she avoided me.
and today, she is still avoiding me.

back in 5 years ago, we were like so closed.
we shared.... we laughed..... we cried together.
but now, no more.

i'm not even invited to a best friend's brother's wedding.

i'm sad.
i have to admit, it's my fault.

but back to reality.... i have to move on.
i have one lesser bestie...
but i have learnt a lesson.

your bestfriend may not want to share everything with you.

perhaps, the current 2 will still listen to my crap, share my rubbish and will always stand by me.

and at the same time, i do not want to get too attached to him.
i scare i'll lose him if i'm holding him too tight.

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