people...
today i felt i do not mind to spend my time working as long as it's productive.
but recently i feel dizziness always.

i was walking in the banking hall..
and i realise i can't walk in a straight line and i can't see and hear things clearly.
i take a deep breathe and i sit down quietly for a while.

after a while... i felt a little better.
but i think i might been having health problem.

and at time, i feel that i'm really NOTHING!!!
i'm nothing to him.
he really does not care.
do you think he reads the blog? no, never... it's impossible.
maybe till the day i die or maybe never.

to him, i'm just doing a useless job.
nothing great.
to him, i'm never attractive.
nothing beautiful.

you see how shallow that is.
you see how upset i am.

but so what?


one day, if you do not hear from me anymore..
it means i'm gone...

Labels: princess' life, princess' rant, princess' thought