i'm a weirdo.

today we have came to a so-called solution which is restart again.
honestly, the both of us is like 50% want to give up, 50% want to be together.
but... i just speak my mind.

i want someone who is willing to commit to the relationship with me and share things with me.
commit as in responsible for everything. it's not compulsory to make me happy but if i'm with someone that is not making me happy, no point right? but to work out a relationship, you really share with the loved one. you really negotiate and discuss. not that you can be so carefree till s/he dies, only you realise.

that's the thing i want.
and he has said that he will start to share and everything is by UP FRONT!

i shall see.

but i'm in the process of knitting scarf for my babies and my 'fund manager'.
the best man quoted by yen ling.
you know who you are.
and my 'fund accountant' will be away for a month.
i'll miss the both of you when the both of you go away.

thanks the fund manager for all the management and consultation given.
hehehehe.....

but. i still want to see tulips.
that's the thing i'm looking forward to.
i'll pray for you.
:)

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