(note: the chance of you reading this is tiny but i do not want to send it out to you.)


it is really good seeing you smile.
it is really happy knowing you are being happy.
it is really wonderful wishing you from here.
and i know the wishes come true.


i don't quite like telling the world about you.
i don't quite like thinking about the past.
i don't quite like drowning in the memory.
and i hope all that can make up to memorable history for us to learn from.

i am relieved.
i am free.
i have released.
and i hope you enjoy as well.

i have never denied that time spent with you is wonderful.
i have never denied that the insecurity made one becoming more possesive.
i have never denied that effort made is worthwhile.
and i am glad i have realised.

if i saw you yesterday, i might hide.
if i see you today, i will definitely smile.
if i were to see you in the future, i hope you'll know, the wishes from the bottom of my heart.


thanks for believing the sincerity and happiness that i have brought.
i believe the love and effort that you have made.
but unfortunately ......



i hope you know...
i hope you remember...
and i wish i can forget all about you....
but the fact is.... although you are not here.
the shadow is always here.





omg.. it took me one week to complete this.
and finally, i have decided to finish it. and i had a very very very bad dream about love.
omg omg omg.

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