today i feel rather fed up with it.
i do not know how long more i can put up to all the arrangement.
mean while, i'm only seeking the full occupancy of work to ensure i do not have spare time to look into the matter.
knowing it is only a way to escape from reality but each time i just find it more calming after a ten-minutes of thinking.
you just would not know how much it means to me.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought