My recovering period is still going up and down.

I felt happy last thursday because I get to "see" something during meditation.
But on friday, I was down again.
Saturday, was working... don't have much to do.
Sunday, I was working too.. I worked till 1030pm....
I was so tired.

Yesterday, things went bored....
And it was a full moon day.
I was trying to be happy.
But things didn't go well.
Not only not well.... It was bad.
Though my sis are back from Hong Kong and they bought me something...
But it doesn't help.
Saw someone and it reminds me of a lot of thing.

Today...
There were some annoying people calling and there were some annoying customers again.
And it's raining.
Current mood: Down.

I am feeling so down today.