Well...
It's the 3rd day of work.
I am tired...
Real tired....
But I can't sleep!

Yesterday, I went to the clinic as mentioned.
He refers me to UMMC...
He thinks that I need some medication now to cure the short term prob.
The long term will depend on my condition...
Now I have 2 doctors...
Nyek nyek nyek....
1 man and 1 lady.

So today, I woke up early...
And drove to UMMC.
The waiting time is almost 3 hours for everything.
But my consultation was quite short because my situation is not that serious anyway.
So I have half day off today.
But gosh... I was given 2 types of medicine..
Shit... I see pills pills and pills..
But nvm...
To take it or not to take it is under my control.
Will be back for follow-up 2 weeks later.

As usual, it's thursday and I went for meditation class just now.
Told the teacher about my problem and he is willing to offer his help.
So I have 3 wise-enough-to-think-and-help people to help me now.
Sorry friends, I'm not saying you guys are not wise, just that the 3 people mentioned are professional.

Sigh....
I think I will need to take the pill then only I can sleep because my body is tired but my mind is dunno-how-to-desribe.
The brain is working but I dunno what is the left side doing and what is the right side doing now.

Perhaps, a beginning for me now.

This is the thing that always pop up... anytime... anywhere... in my eyes, brain and to my ears.
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end.

Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream.