to be honest..
i'm not really looking forward to my birthday.
i'm afraid i'll be disappointed.
but... thing always happen the way i don't want to.
the day after my birthday he has to return to the office to pass A KEY to the colleague.
WTF...
i know he'll need to sleep early because he needs to wake up early.
and the trip to singapore for birthday is CANCELLED.
happy?
i don't get to go to the island.
i don't get to sit in Singapore Eye for birthday.
and it's just like any other day in the 365 days.
it's better to sit at home and not hoping for anything.
:O yawnz
Labels: princess' life, princess' rant, princess' thought
i've got my laptop today!!
i've been waiting for it almost 3 weeks and finally arrived today.
i love it.
user friendly.
and beautiful looking.
Labels: princess' life, silly princess
i'm not one that is into politics..
but today after reading the new, i feel like i'm at the wrong country.
malaysia was not like that.
the environment was much better.
i remember my mom was telling about what happenend in 1969 and i told myself that i'm glad that my friends in school that come from all different background and races are living harmony under the same roof.
why can't the rest do the same?
and today i think
ah mad is mad.
i have enough of the story from the ruling party.
i listen enough of the 'controlled' news.
i am afraid that our future is like shit.
and i don't want my children to be called illegal immigrants.
i want to move away from this place.
but thanks to
ah mad to make me or perhaps, us to realise, we have got enough of being silent.
we will make noise from now on.
:)
Labels: princess' life, princess' rant, princess' thought
it has been a while since i last blog about the food.
sorry peeps!!!
i haven't been snapping picture in a while.
shall do it again.
that's what i like in the past.
but i'm so fat that i'm not eating any "articularly"good food.
fyi, the above picture is my fave chicken that i had in soup restaurant in singapore.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
i'm happy because i'm seeing Pei Pei this sat before her wedding day.
i'm sad because i have a damn report to do.
life has not been good for the past few weeks.
i hope the better one will come.
sweep away the bad spells.
Labels: princess' life, princess' rant, princess' thought
i think most of the people is like that.
when you have everything, you do not appreciate.
but when it starts to go off, you'll appreciate it more.
and since you have too much of me, you think it is nothing to be excited about.
then let me have fun with some other people.
i think they'll love me more.
am looking for excitement today.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
to forget the past.
i don't get angry over that.
if you ever lie to me again, that's it.
it's not that i'm not accommodating anymore.
it's just i'm scared.
in less than one month time to my birthday.
i want to make a wish.
i want to talk to my mom.
i just want to tell her everything.
i am happy.
my branch has a big sale.
everybody is so happy though not everyone get the share.
but it's a good news to everybody.
a good beginning.
i just want to be happy.
i do not really care if you still have her in the heart.
i know i'm not as good as her.
i'm childish.
i'm stupid.
i'm rubbish.
but all mine is mine.
i'm unique in a way.
go back to her if you want.
i'll cry.
but i'll welcome the new life.
i know something new is coming to me.
thanks
gastric for enlightening me.
i know i'm not scared of death.
you may not be sad too.
so let life be it.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought, silly princess
once it is lost, it is hard to gain back again.
i'm so scared.
i'm so scared that he is going to hide things from me again.
i'm so scared that there will be something new that's gonna affect us.
i just want to be sayang.
is it that hard?
i don't think i'm having the life of a princess anymore.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
today i feel i'm lost.
i'm lost in love.
no... i lost hope in love.
again, i have to say.
there is no one will love you like yourself do.
i'm comforting myself.
i'm forcing myself to smile.
but i'm crying to myself.
why can't i be a little special?
why can't i have privileges?
babe, baby, darling... they are so normal.
and what am i???
i don't know.
i'm waiting for you to tell me.
I JUST DO NO WANT TO BE THE SAME!!!!!!
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought