i am actually trying to cope with the changes since early this month.
i am actually learning to deal with everything by myself.

and i realise...
i'm scared enough to be in love again.

i try to conclue the previous relationship.

i thought i met the right one but i did not.
he is not who i thought he is.
and he gave up and he went back to be the normal him.

i thought i can make up to his life but i can't.
i am not the one that can make him happy.
and i just made him fed up with the relationship.

i thought i can make him change for good but i failed.
i am not the one that he afraids to lose.
and the fact is, he has never thought of changing for good.

today, i have come to a conclusion....
i do not want to be the same again.
i do not want to jump into love like that anymore.

my heart is pain enough now.
i do not want to feel the same again.
i do not want to be left alone anymore.

thus, i want to be alone.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought