Monday, March 30, 2009
:: finally.. it's financial year end ::
tmrw is the day.
long awaited.
but it gonna be busy because it is an usual mth end closing.
last minute submission.
in-time policy inforced.
la la la la.
i hope market is gonna be better tmrw.
at least equities investment can cut off in a better position.
and .... i can have a little 'dessert' from this financial year end.
i hope.
long awaited.
but it gonna be busy because it is an usual mth end closing.
last minute submission.
in-time policy inforced.
la la la la.
i hope market is gonna be better tmrw.
at least equities investment can cut off in a better position.
and .... i can have a little 'dessert' from this financial year end.
i hope.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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11:52:00 PM
Friday, March 27, 2009
:: Happy birthday, Ashley Bear! ::
it's dear ashley bear's bday.ashley is turning 1 today.
bought her on the plane.
she comes with fair skin and big bright eyes and she caught my attention.
honestly speaking. it marks a year since my last visit to Langkawi island.
it was an interesting trip.
had a little fun.
but that was the most relaxed trip that i had.
not going to island hoping. not exposing to the sun.
but forgetting phone calls, forgetting work and forgetting dreams.
today, i din forget the phone calls, i din forget about work, i din forget about my dreams.
i'm not having the most relaxed life.
but i look forward to having a relaxed trip with love.
happy birthday, ashley.
mommy loves you always.
hugs & kisses.
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10:56:00 PM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
:: sick x 2 ::
omg..
yesterday i had diarrhoea and vomiting for n times.
and officially, i'm being adviced to talk as little as possible, as i'm suffering for laryngitis.
so now.. i can't talk as much as usual.
but due to job function, i still need to talk.
therefore, i talk slower, softer.....
it's not exactly my style, but i have to change just to make sure my voicebox will be alright.
pray for me lah. i want my voice back. i still want to sing k.
omg omg omg.
and in the midst of resting, i have so much things on hand to be done.
i have deadlines to meet.
i have bankers to see.
i have cases to follow up with.
and i realise i have to start studying for LOMA.
but i'm blessed that my friends & bankers are understanding enough that i can't talk so much.
thank you so much.
:)
yesterday i had diarrhoea and vomiting for n times.
and officially, i'm being adviced to talk as little as possible, as i'm suffering for laryngitis.
so now.. i can't talk as much as usual.
but due to job function, i still need to talk.
therefore, i talk slower, softer.....
it's not exactly my style, but i have to change just to make sure my voicebox will be alright.
pray for me lah. i want my voice back. i still want to sing k.
omg omg omg.
and in the midst of resting, i have so much things on hand to be done.
i have deadlines to meet.
i have bankers to see.
i have cases to follow up with.
and i realise i have to start studying for LOMA.
but i'm blessed that my friends & bankers are understanding enough that i can't talk so much.
thank you so much.
:)
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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9:58:00 PM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
:: a simple sunday ::
i woke up rather early today.
then i text gene to hang out because we have set to check out belts and car today.
and she wants to cut hair....
anyway... we had dim sum before went to the saloon.
the dim sum
then i text gene to hang out because we have set to check out belts and car today.
and she wants to cut hair....
anyway... we had dim sum before went to the saloon.
the dim sumi tell you what.. when we were so hungry, we just tick any dish on the menu.
but.... we can't finish and we cancelled order.
so greedy right?
hahahaha...
my sunday:
dimsum - saloon - flea market - testdrive - windowshopping - teatime - banking -shopping for baby boy - dinner
a fruitful day for me because i bought 2 baju for my sweetest baby boy.
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11:27:00 PM
Saturday, March 21, 2009
:: my fave banana leave @ Nirwana Maju ::
banana leaf has been my fave food since Kat told me about that.she also told me a few places to get them.
but my fave is always at Nirwana Maju.
they have 2 outlets - bangsar & usj.
honestly, indian food is never cheap.
my 4-5 dishes chap fan (mixed rice/economy rice) is cheaper.
but i'm a savoury person.
i like spicy food.
thus... i still pay for it.
my fave dish - fish putu.
omg.. it's that yummy and i feeling eating them again tmrw.
but the calories kill.
and i need to run extra miles for this dish.
for now, i'm missing all the above dee. ;p
Labels: food and beverages, princess' life, princess' thought
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1:05:00 AM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
:: i, me, myself ::
amsmilingthoughamalonei, me and myself is getting tired with whatever has happened for the past few months.
i do not need to explain to anybody.
i am almost forgotten of what happened.
i, me and myself is blessed with what i have today.
i do not need to find out a lot from others.
i am contended with what is given.
i. me and myself is honestly wishing you and your loved one.
i do not need to think what you are doing.
i am sure you are happy with your decisions.
stop being childish.
i dislike being stalked.
i have my life.
i am happy viewing your smile.
i do not lose an inch seeing you and your love.
i do not lose an inch seeing you and your love.
i hope you do not lose an inch seeing me smiling.
yes.. i admit, am with no one and nothing.
but i find it pretty fine.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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11:27:00 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
:: missing parcel ::
omg..
omg...
i can't find the parcel.
where is it?????
i do not want to search for it high and low again tomorrow.
omg...
i can't find the parcel.
where is it?????
i do not want to search for it high and low again tomorrow.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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12:31:00 AM
Sunday, March 15, 2009
:: Jamie's bday ::
it was jamie's bday yesterday.we went for a good dinner at rakuzen, chulan square.
and headed to velvet for a party.
:)
Labels: princess' life
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10:33:00 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
:: chapter 5.01 ::
i hope for the best of the best.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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11:27:00 AM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
:: 500th post - memorable ::
the 500th post.
is me.. telling you.
i did not make it.
i cry.
but this is for the last time.
tears that i've been hiding for weeks.
and i let it all out today.
it is memorable day today.
a day when everything is over...
a day you tell the world about it...
- memorable -
and today
i decided to push this thing one step away.
我真的怕了
is me.. telling you.
i did not make it.
i cry.
but this is for the last time.
tears that i've been hiding for weeks.
and i let it all out today.
it is memorable day today.
a day when everything is over...
a day you tell the world about it...
- memorable -
and today
i decided to push this thing one step away.
我真的怕了
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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10:55:00 PM
:: i lost a friend. ::
i feel kinda weird.
i do not feel that i lost something.
actually i expected it to happen.
but i did not know it's today.
i did not know it's so shallow.
i really do not feel sad.
at least i did not cry.
but i just feel... it's weird.
i did not know how to react.
whatever it is, that's the choice.
i do not want to put forces on it.
i have no control.
i do not lose a pound even i see you smile.
i am not that kind of people that will feel uneasy when seeing others happy.
i am definitely happy for you and respect your decision.
but of course, today, i know i did not ruin it by myself.
i was just the unknown party in the whole situation whereby, i still choose to believe.
i do not feel that i lost something.
actually i expected it to happen.
but i did not know it's today.
i did not know it's so shallow.
i really do not feel sad.
at least i did not cry.
but i just feel... it's weird.
i did not know how to react.
whatever it is, that's the choice.
i do not want to put forces on it.
i have no control.
i do not lose a pound even i see you smile.
i am not that kind of people that will feel uneasy when seeing others happy.
i am definitely happy for you and respect your decision.
but of course, today, i know i did not ruin it by myself.
i was just the unknown party in the whole situation whereby, i still choose to believe.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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9:36:00 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
:: stressed!! ::
i'm feeling so stressed.
i have to make sure i have no balls at my court.
although i'm on a chopping board, but i do not want people put me to mincer.
i have to draft my budget.
and i have to call call call call this people and never return call just to confirm my itinerary.
i bet .. if i did not answer call, i sure kena like shit.
tell me, how to enjoy a free and easy now?
i'm so stressed!!!!
i have to make sure i have no balls at my court.
although i'm on a chopping board, but i do not want people put me to mincer.
i have to draft my budget.
and i have to call call call call this people and never return call just to confirm my itinerary.
i bet .. if i did not answer call, i sure kena like shit.
tell me, how to enjoy a free and easy now?
i'm so stressed!!!!
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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11:28:00 PM
Monday, March 09, 2009
:: ::
yes. it wasn't a very good day for me on sunday.
because it was a long weekend.
and i was quite relunctant to go out.
so i sat at home.... looking at the web.
and i thought about the past.
i saw the pics and i cried.
i thought about the past and i asked myself, how long more must i go through the same thing?
the answer is 'always and it is gonna be for ever'
why?
because memory has been with me.
no matter it is gonna be good or bad.
they are part of mine.
maybe you have choosen to forget me.
but it does not mean that you have not known me.
the fact is, i really know you.
i know you inside out.
i know it will not take you long to forget how we shouted at each other.
god knows...
in the past,
peishan loves you more than she loves herself.
peishan wanted to save the relationship more than she wanted to be happy.
today,
peishan dares not to think about how you are.
peishan loves you and the babies the same.
but
she wants to be loved.
okay... pls ignore the crap above. i just told myself, move on!! do not stay in the past anymore. do not think. do not love. do not hate. just live. live for myself.
because it was a long weekend.
and i was quite relunctant to go out.
so i sat at home.... looking at the web.
and i thought about the past.
i saw the pics and i cried.
i thought about the past and i asked myself, how long more must i go through the same thing?
the answer is 'always and it is gonna be for ever'
why?
because memory has been with me.
no matter it is gonna be good or bad.
they are part of mine.
maybe you have choosen to forget me.
but it does not mean that you have not known me.
the fact is, i really know you.
i know you inside out.
i know it will not take you long to forget how we shouted at each other.
god knows...
in the past,
peishan loves you more than she loves herself.
peishan wanted to save the relationship more than she wanted to be happy.
today,
peishan dares not to think about how you are.
peishan loves you and the babies the same.
but
she wants to be loved.
okay... pls ignore the crap above. i just told myself, move on!! do not stay in the past anymore. do not think. do not love. do not hate. just live. live for myself.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought, silly princess
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11:55:00 PM
Sunday, March 08, 2009
:: promise ::
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7:23:00 PM
Saturday, March 07, 2009
:: nightmare ::
my nightmare is back!!
i really do not want to be the same again.
i mean, i do not want the same nightmare again.
i just want to be the happy me.
as simple as that.
i do not want to look back.
i do not want to see anything.
i do not want to tear.
because i know i have had enough of time without smile and confidence.
i really do not want to be the same again.
i mean, i do not want the same nightmare again.
i just want to be the happy me.
as simple as that.
i do not want to look back.
i do not want to see anything.
i do not want to tear.
because i know i have had enough of time without smile and confidence.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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12:49:00 PM
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
:: happy birthday, teddy! ::
last year.. TEDDY came to me in a box.
this year.. of course i have to celebrate his bday.
although there is no party... no dinner...
but there is i, me and myself witnessing the existence of the bears.
in fact, i'm feeling upset today.
i got a little tired of being alone.
i'm feeling lonely with the bears.
i'm not complaining.
but i want to smile a little bit more.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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10:04:00 PM
Monday, March 02, 2009
:: leave it all behind ::
i am stressed nowadays. not only at work. but it is almost like everywhere i go.
i reached home about 7pm today.
i am very hungry and i was actually craving for finger licking good food.
but i was on the phone with colleague and he was telling that is very fattening and high calories.
i stepped back and not thinking of that.
okay.... pressure!!!
i need to watch my waistline.... really really carefully.
well... i cooked for myself.
instant jap curry. my fave!
but it's not spicy enough.
i was checking work mail.
i saw the numbers of email everyday, i am feeling stressed.
many things to be done.
many things to go through.
i am not complaining about the workload.
but my phone has been ringing non stop!!!
imagine, i find a not so boring song for ringer tone.
just to ensure i do not get very mad.
but after a while, eventhough the song that i like.... i still feel pressured everytime it rings.
i am telling myself to leave my work behind when i leave the banks.
i hope i can make it.
i just want to leave it all behind.
i want my life.
i want to cut down the stress.
i want to be more healthy.
may i?
i reached home about 7pm today.
i am very hungry and i was actually craving for finger licking good food.
but i was on the phone with colleague and he was telling that is very fattening and high calories.
i stepped back and not thinking of that.
okay.... pressure!!!
i need to watch my waistline.... really really carefully.
well... i cooked for myself.
instant jap curry. my fave!
but it's not spicy enough.
i was checking work mail.
i saw the numbers of email everyday, i am feeling stressed.
many things to be done.
many things to go through.
i am not complaining about the workload.
but my phone has been ringing non stop!!!
imagine, i find a not so boring song for ringer tone.
just to ensure i do not get very mad.
but after a while, eventhough the song that i like.... i still feel pressured everytime it rings.
i am telling myself to leave my work behind when i leave the banks.
i hope i can make it.
i just want to leave it all behind.
i want my life.
i want to cut down the stress.
i want to be more healthy.
may i?
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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7:54:00 PM
Sunday, March 01, 2009
:: i'm getting a little bored ::
for thinking and planning too much.
i'm also tired.
tell me how!!!
i do not want to think... please!
i wish every morning, when i open my eyes.... i see the one that i wanted to see.
i'm also tired.
tell me how!!!
i do not want to think... please!
i wish every morning, when i open my eyes.... i see the one that i wanted to see.
Labels: princess' life, princess' thought
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11:33:00 PM
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i'm imperfect.
i'm lame.
i'm indecisive.
i'm just a normal girl, spending time, on earth.
i have my own piece of mind.
so don't bother to convince me with your thinking.
i dream on because i have faith in me. :)
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