yes. it wasn't a very good day for me on sunday.
because it was a long weekend.
and i was quite relunctant to go out.
so i sat at home.... looking at the web.
and i thought about the past.

i saw the pics and i cried.
i thought about the past and i asked myself, how long more must i go through the same thing?
the answer is 'always and it is gonna be for ever'

why?
because memory has been with me.
no matter it is gonna be good or bad.
they are part of mine.

maybe you have choosen to forget me.
but it does not mean that you have not known me.
the fact is, i really know you.
i know you inside out.
i know it will not take you long to forget how we shouted at each other.

god knows...
in the past,
peishan loves you more than she loves herself.
peishan wanted to save the relationship more than she wanted to be happy.

today,
peishan dares not to think about how you are.
peishan loves you and the babies the same.
but
she wants to be loved.


okay... pls ignore the crap above. i just told myself, move on!! do not stay in the past anymore. do not think. do not love. do not hate. just live. live for myself.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought, silly princess