i've got the prettiest crown.
and.. i wonder if i'm getting the prettiest 'faith... love... hope'.

Labels: princess' thought, silly princess

i am not good looking..
and i dislike myself for looking ugly.

thus i am telling myself..
pray hard to get a better looking husband...
so my baby will be good looking.

please.....

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

oh no..
i was away and i totally forgot i get an excuse to be away for a short getaway because of 'raya'.
sorry sorry.
in the resort there are not many muslim around except the staffs and i was not seeing many people.
i was not in the festive mood.

but i still want to wish the muslim a
happy belated hari raya.

hope you had fun.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

i'm going out to do a shopping...
perhaps, i can grab something nice and not pricey.

look.. i don't call them cheap.. but i term is 'not pricey' to make myself feeling better.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

is part of life.

and each time after i fell.. i climb again.
today, i notice things were given by the j bf is no longer something meaningful.
when i'm looking at the bears, they are just some normal soft toys that probably i'm using to decorate my room.
not to mention the fairy-tale-ring that i do not know where i place it.

when it's over... certainly i know, am not looking back at it.
i told myself, it only added some experience to my life.
and each time i should have becoming smarter.

:P

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lame... very lame.

whenever work does not go well, i'll tend to seek for advice.
this round, i don't seek for advice from my boss.
i went to see fortune teller.

a friend referred me to this crystal shop.
and gosh, by looking at my palm, he said i'm lost in career.
in my heart, i was thinking 'hei meh? why i am still ok? i just feel that it's not smooth mah, how come said i'm lost.'
nevermind loh... continue to listen.
he further continue saying that i will not have 'smooth' relationship because in my previous life, i have broken someone's relationship.
i was like 'gam sai lei?? look at the palm everything can be seen woh... dunno can buy toto or not?'
but of course, this is not my first time listening to fortune teller.
but this round, what he said was extraordinary from the others.
in fact, i feel a little not nice dee...

so i went back to the fortune teller that i've seen twice.
go and get second opinion. (lame mou?)
this uncle din say what the first guy said.
but uncle said career luck this year is not that good.
just continue to work loh...

and i'm home with a happy mind.
at least i know i'm not lost.

lol.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought, silly princess

"maybe he wants a clear cut and does not want to give you a false hope."

and this enlighten me.
maybe this is the truth by not replying me anymore.

and i should bid farewell to the 'can-never-happen-story'.
maybe this is what you wanted.

and i should wish you the best.
maybe this will make me move on one step further.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought

how i waited by the laptop for you to appear online.
how i waited for the sms during midnight when you are done with your work.

i teared.

i am regret that i am being too realistic to consider about all the factors.
i am regret that i was not able to tell you how i felt.

i teared.

i really wanted to sit by the window to wait for your return for work everyday.
i really wanted to clean the flat for you and cook you dinner.

i teared.

it's all too late..
i am waiting for an impossible.
i give myself some time for it.
i hope to see you return.

that's what i pray for everday.

Labels: princess' life, princess' thought