there is still a place for him in the heart.

i try to remove... i try to erase....
but it's still there.
i'm panic as well.
i don't like the feeling.


and i'm scared.
i seriously think i can't bare another time of pain.
i try to build a fence.....
i try to maintain only friendships....
i try not to think about anything anymore.


because i do not want to fail anymore.
because i still have him in my heart.


i told myself damn many times to move on.
somehow... i am standing there.... hestitating... to forget or not to.

but i know there is no more fairytales...

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